Two days ago when I returned home from work I found two sparrow nestlings dead in my front garden.
A few minutes later I noticed my little yorkshire dog helping out a third nestling that had been stuck in the exit of the rain drain pipe. Unfortunately the nestling died and my dog just stood there frozen wondering what had happened.
I understood what had happened. The sparrow mother had built her nest on top of the roof near, or on the rain drain pipe.
I had the feeling of death inside me that was somehow a revelation of the day's tarot card I picked in the morning.
I felt that I was getting a message, but did not yet quite understood what it was.
I felt sad about the dead nestlings and the fact that I could not do anything about it.
Then the next day as I returned home, I saw on the roof a sparrow that was twitting in alarm. When I approched the drain pipe, I could hear another nestling inside. I picked it up with rubber gloves, so that his mother would accept him, and noticed that it seemed to be more developed than the other three. I went up to the second floor and put it on the balcony. He looked around for a while and then flew free in the sky. I was so moved and excited. I was crying with happiness. At that moment when the sparrow took the flight, I felt one with mother nature, with all there is, with the web of life, energy was flowing through me. I felt connected. I finally understood the message. One out of four. As I get it, this may be the survival rate. Somehow I felt that I'm to be part of this saving. Saving the one's that will come after us.
A very good friend of mine she enrolled to a three day nature survival course with her small children. I happened to enroll on the adult course a week later. And we did not talk about this subject at all.
Many friends of mine get the independent feeling that something is going to happen.
It is like some of us are getting the same message.
May the Goddess guide us.
Love
Thursday, May 29, 2008
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