Monday, October 26, 2009



My sacred magical healing drum.

The sound vibrates with my personality.

Thursday, June 25, 2009

Real or not Real

The human brain can not differentiate from what is real and not.

Fo example today. Outside the temperature was 38C. People I met where complaining about the heat and how it affected their daily perfomance. I on the other hand did not allow myself to get affected. As a matter of fact I did not feel the heat as others did.

For quite some time I have been observing my thoughts. For example I may see or hear something bad that happened to somebody. Later in the day this association comes up into my mind. I suddenly see myself into that situation. Then I may get angry, or feel fear, or have a negative emotion. If I don't catch myself this can go on and on depleting my energy.

The more I observe myself, the better the chances I can avoid this mental masturbation.

When I look deep into my thoughts, then there are no thoughts at all. The simply don't come up. The mind becomes empty. As if looking into the source of the thought stops it from coming to surface. Like a soap bubble that want to pop up but cannot.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009

The LAW OF THREE and OBAMA

Being able to see this law in action is something amazing.

No wonder three is a magical number.

There is the Power of Three, the Triple Goddess, and many references in ancient mythologies, which I will not discuss in this post.

But here I would like to mention the LAW of three. This law comes from very ancient teaching brought to the west by Gurdjieff.

For any phenomena to happen, three forces must be present. Active, Passive and Neutral. At any given moment, any of the points of this triangle can be any of these three forces. One moment it can be active, the next passive and then neutral.

What happens in ordinary life is that only two forces are present. Active and Passive. The third force is absent and when present it is unseen by the normal eye.

Now why am I giving the theoretical basis for this Law? Because I'm seeing this law coming in action now.

Obama is filling the missing apex to form a triangle. He is engaged in solving the Middle East conflict. At this new apex he can be at one moment the active force, at another the passive and still at another the neutral. As a result as long as he is engaged in the peace solving process, the result will be an end to the conflict.

He can not take one side of the conflict otherwise this will not work.

Try looking for the law of three in your daily life. Can you see it? When an action you took gave the results you wanted was the law of three present?

How many times did you have a target and then more than half way before this target, you changed your initial target and followed a completely different one?
This is the law of octaves which I may discuss sometime later or not. The octave has two intervals. One at MI-FA and the other at SI-DO. When we arrive at both intervals we must do a special effort not to divert from the main octave. Otherwise we start a new octave and go into another direction.

So Obama must be able to ovecome these intervals. He must have commitmment and be determined to reach the goals he put to himself.

His cairo speech gave me the impression that he has a good chance in succeeding.

May there be PEACE.

Love

Sunday, May 31, 2009

Human Skeleton on the Moon

This morning as I woke up these words where in my mind "Human Skeleton on the Moon".
Sometimes I have visions in dreams and meditations. But this was different. This phrase kept reapeating itself in my mind. No pictures. Just this phrase.

I made a search and did not find much on the internet. But one thing came up. A chinese professor wrote that Apollo 11 in 1969, had taken pictures of an human skeleton on the moon and that the authorities where keeping it a secret.

And I'm still asking myself what I should do with this information. What meaning has this for me?

Something that may have happened 40 years ago.

Thursday, May 14, 2009

Nature Healing

Whenever I'm in the wild I feel at home.

No words can express it.

Add ImageIt Add Imageis all part of the Divine.

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Praying Mantis

Yesterday while fueling my car, a Praying Mantis caught up my attention.
She was in the middle of the station on some decorative red stones. No vegetation around.
She was green with white spots and looked like a Holy Thistle leave.
When I approached she turned her head 120 degrees and looked at me.
We both kept still looking at each other. When I retreated back to my car, she turned her head back again, withou moving.
Messages from nature are the most powerfull messages I get.
So what was the message here?
She was telling me to be still. To slow down. That is exactly what I need now.
She was telling me not to react to negativity at work. By keeping still I can protect myself. To reply and say only what can make a difference.
So I'm taking her advice.

By the way this is the second time I meet a PrayingMantis at a Gas station.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Balance

My home computer crashed about a month ago. Something to do with the motherboard. It was a rainy cold day with lightning. Usually when it is very cold the Electrical Company increases the voltage. This can cause malfunctions in some electrical appliances.
As the company from which the computer was bought is located far from home I didn't have time to drive there yet.
But I've found out that now I have more free time. More time to exercise and to read books. I'm going to bed earlier and sleeping better. Before that , almost every night before going to sleep I would be at the computer. Sometimes getting into pointless discussions on the net.
I would write something and when going to bed, I would continue thinking about what I wrote and what would be the possible replies. This would overload my intellectual center and would affect my sleep.
So I have decided that in order to be balanced I need to cut my daily leisure computer time to a maximum of one hour.
I don't need to express my opinion on every subkect that comes up on the forums I visit.
So I need to paln my time:

During week days:

work: 8 hours
driving to/from work: 2 hours
sleep: 7 to 8 hours
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Total : 17 - 18 hours

So what do I do with this time left of 6 to 7 hours?

Eat: Breakfast + Dinner 1 hour
Exercise: Half to one hour
Meditation: Half to one hour
Personal Hygiene: one hour
Spiritual practice: one hour

Total : 4 to 5 hours.

Still 1 to 2 hours left.

I can increase my spiritual practice which can include reading a book or something more active or see a film on TV.

During the weekends I go whenever possible out in the nature. There is so much to learn in the wild!

So what is the conclusion? Computers are ment to compute. It is intellectual work. It is man made. It is using the talking self instead of the younger self. I cannot connect to the divine through a com+pu+ter.

Le there be BALANCE

Blessings