This morning as I woke up these words where in my mind "Human Skeleton on the Moon".
Sometimes I have visions in dreams and meditations. But this was different. This phrase kept reapeating itself in my mind. No pictures. Just this phrase.
I made a search and did not find much on the internet. But one thing came up. A chinese professor wrote that Apollo 11 in 1969, had taken pictures of an human skeleton on the moon and that the authorities where keeping it a secret.
And I'm still asking myself what I should do with this information. What meaning has this for me?
Something that may have happened 40 years ago.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Nature Healing
Whenever I'm in the wild I feel at home.
No words can express it.
It is all part of the Divine.
No words can express it.
It is all part of the Divine.
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Praying Mantis
Yesterday while fueling my car, a Praying Mantis caught up my attention.
She was in the middle of the station on some decorative red stones. No vegetation around.
She was green with white spots and looked like a Holy Thistle leave.
When I approached she turned her head 120 degrees and looked at me.
We both kept still looking at each other. When I retreated back to my car, she turned her head back again, withou moving.
Messages from nature are the most powerfull messages I get.
So what was the message here?
She was telling me to be still. To slow down. That is exactly what I need now.
She was telling me not to react to negativity at work. By keeping still I can protect myself. To reply and say only what can make a difference.
So I'm taking her advice.
By the way this is the second time I meet a PrayingMantis at a Gas station.
She was in the middle of the station on some decorative red stones. No vegetation around.
She was green with white spots and looked like a Holy Thistle leave.
When I approached she turned her head 120 degrees and looked at me.
We both kept still looking at each other. When I retreated back to my car, she turned her head back again, withou moving.
Messages from nature are the most powerfull messages I get.
So what was the message here?
She was telling me to be still. To slow down. That is exactly what I need now.
She was telling me not to react to negativity at work. By keeping still I can protect myself. To reply and say only what can make a difference.
So I'm taking her advice.
By the way this is the second time I meet a PrayingMantis at a Gas station.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
Balance
My home computer crashed about a month ago. Something to do with the motherboard. It was a rainy cold day with lightning. Usually when it is very cold the Electrical Company increases the voltage. This can cause malfunctions in some electrical appliances.
As the company from which the computer was bought is located far from home I didn't have time to drive there yet.
But I've found out that now I have more free time. More time to exercise and to read books. I'm going to bed earlier and sleeping better. Before that , almost every night before going to sleep I would be at the computer. Sometimes getting into pointless discussions on the net.
I would write something and when going to bed, I would continue thinking about what I wrote and what would be the possible replies. This would overload my intellectual center and would affect my sleep.
So I have decided that in order to be balanced I need to cut my daily leisure computer time to a maximum of one hour.
I don't need to express my opinion on every subkect that comes up on the forums I visit.
So I need to paln my time:
During week days:
work: 8 hours
driving to/from work: 2 hours
sleep: 7 to 8 hours
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Total : 17 - 18 hours
So what do I do with this time left of 6 to 7 hours?
Eat: Breakfast + Dinner 1 hour
Exercise: Half to one hour
Meditation: Half to one hour
Personal Hygiene: one hour
Spiritual practice: one hour
Total : 4 to 5 hours.
Still 1 to 2 hours left.
I can increase my spiritual practice which can include reading a book or something more active or see a film on TV.
During the weekends I go whenever possible out in the nature. There is so much to learn in the wild!
So what is the conclusion? Computers are ment to compute. It is intellectual work. It is man made. It is using the talking self instead of the younger self. I cannot connect to the divine through a com+pu+ter.
Le there be BALANCE
Blessings
As the company from which the computer was bought is located far from home I didn't have time to drive there yet.
But I've found out that now I have more free time. More time to exercise and to read books. I'm going to bed earlier and sleeping better. Before that , almost every night before going to sleep I would be at the computer. Sometimes getting into pointless discussions on the net.
I would write something and when going to bed, I would continue thinking about what I wrote and what would be the possible replies. This would overload my intellectual center and would affect my sleep.
So I have decided that in order to be balanced I need to cut my daily leisure computer time to a maximum of one hour.
I don't need to express my opinion on every subkect that comes up on the forums I visit.
So I need to paln my time:
During week days:
work: 8 hours
driving to/from work: 2 hours
sleep: 7 to 8 hours
===============
Total : 17 - 18 hours
So what do I do with this time left of 6 to 7 hours?
Eat: Breakfast + Dinner 1 hour
Exercise: Half to one hour
Meditation: Half to one hour
Personal Hygiene: one hour
Spiritual practice: one hour
Total : 4 to 5 hours.
Still 1 to 2 hours left.
I can increase my spiritual practice which can include reading a book or something more active or see a film on TV.
During the weekends I go whenever possible out in the nature. There is so much to learn in the wild!
So what is the conclusion? Computers are ment to compute. It is intellectual work. It is man made. It is using the talking self instead of the younger self. I cannot connect to the divine through a com+pu+ter.
Le there be BALANCE
Blessings
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Elections Day
Today is elections day in Israel.
There is not really anyone worth voting for. So I voted for the lesser of all evils, which in my opinion is the new left wing party Meretz. They will not get many seats but it is better than nothing.
Since the murder of Prime Minister Rabin, this country is turning more and more to the right.
It is scaring. Candidates like Lieberman who preach facism are on the rise.
In the last few days I noticed that a few pagans in the Israel Paganism blog wrote in favor of the war and one even mentioned voting for Lieberman.
This makes me very sad.
I also feel that very, very few of us are Reclaiming. I can count them on the fingers of one hand.
It makes me feel very lonely. To be pagan, Witch, Reclaiming in a hostile environment.
But I am doing the work of the Goddess. She keeps me going.
I some times wonder what am I doing here. In this planet, in this place.
Why are people so greedy? So violent? Waging wars in name of Allah and Jeova.
Destroying the planet and the life forms in it? Burning, polluting, destroying.
Who is this species of such a strange behaviour for self destruction?
I sometimes feel I do not belong here.
But in my opinion it al comes to self awareness. People are not aware of themselves. They act like machines. What can be expected of a machine?
Just now there was a hail storm. Round pieces of ice all over. The floor is white. Pieces of leaves on the floor. The hail cuts the leaves. It is quiet rare in this part of the world.
It is raining today. Snow on the high mountains. But not enough rain. Not enough water.
There is not really anyone worth voting for. So I voted for the lesser of all evils, which in my opinion is the new left wing party Meretz. They will not get many seats but it is better than nothing.
Since the murder of Prime Minister Rabin, this country is turning more and more to the right.
It is scaring. Candidates like Lieberman who preach facism are on the rise.
In the last few days I noticed that a few pagans in the Israel Paganism blog wrote in favor of the war and one even mentioned voting for Lieberman.
This makes me very sad.
I also feel that very, very few of us are Reclaiming. I can count them on the fingers of one hand.
It makes me feel very lonely. To be pagan, Witch, Reclaiming in a hostile environment.
But I am doing the work of the Goddess. She keeps me going.
I some times wonder what am I doing here. In this planet, in this place.
Why are people so greedy? So violent? Waging wars in name of Allah and Jeova.
Destroying the planet and the life forms in it? Burning, polluting, destroying.
Who is this species of such a strange behaviour for self destruction?
I sometimes feel I do not belong here.
But in my opinion it al comes to self awareness. People are not aware of themselves. They act like machines. What can be expected of a machine?
Just now there was a hail storm. Round pieces of ice all over. The floor is white. Pieces of leaves on the floor. The hail cuts the leaves. It is quiet rare in this part of the world.
It is raining today. Snow on the high mountains. But not enough rain. Not enough water.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Honoring Brigid
Me and a friend priestessed an Imbolc ritual for the local community. At first it was planned on top of a very high mountain near a well, with two old oak trees. One in the middle of the well and one on the shore. But the weather forecast showed winds over 35kmh and local showers.
So we did it closer to the central area not far from the sea. As a surprise many people came. We did it ouside and had a nice fire inside the circle.
As I felt in need of a more intimate ritual I did one in my home.
I came up with a poem. Strange I've never written a poem before. English is not my mother language and whenever trying the words would not come up.
Somehow I feel I don't have a fluent mother language anymore. Everything is mixed up.
Untill 7 years old I spoke only German, then school in Brazil speaking Portuguese, living in Europe - english, coming to Israel -Hebrew.
So here it is:
On a mid winter's eve.
The cry of a falcon
flying over me to see
announcing the sunset.
for the ritual to begin.
At my place of power
Engulfed by fire
Fear at first
By Brigids presence reassured I was.
To let myself be consumed
by the sacred eternal flame.
To ashes I turned.
That She gently collected into a glass container.
Reborn anew I was.
Full of energy.
But some more moulding, and forging was needed.
So molten Iron I became.
Reshaped, healed.
Brigid's instructions to me:
The sacred mantle on my partner to heal.
Whenever in need.
To look into the candle's flame.
To look at the Sun.
For there for you I shall be.
Bleessed Be Brigid. Goddess of the Winter Sun.
And so I did after the ritual, I called my partner into the room and put the red sacred matle on her to be healed.
Tuesday, September 30, 2008
Trance into the Dragon's Realm
I have found recently that my Guardian Spirit is a Dragon and Dragons are being mentioned in various lists.
Somehow I felt that the international healing magick should be done with the aid of Dragons.
So I did a trance today into the Dragon realm with the help of my Guardian dragon.
The moment I arrived at my place of power, my Guardian dragon appeared, and so did elements dragons. Air, Fire, Water, Earth, one came up from below and one from above.
I found myself riding my Guardian Dragon and we flew off to another place that seemed to be the Dragon's realm. Many dragon's all over. They seemed black from a distance. A huge Dragon came to me, and what I understood is that they want us to create an energy ring around the planet. Once this ring is on, they will fly in it, around the earth over and over again. I believe that these will be the elements dragons that appeared.
When I returned from where I had left, something very strange happened. It felt as if the Dragon's realm was moving into the human realm. The human realm for a moment was about to collapse and give way to the dragon's realm. Then everything returned to normal. Like after an earthquake. I feel that if the human realm collapses, then it will affect the other realms, and create instability. I feel that this is the reason the dragons are reaching to us. So we can work together and contribute to heal this planet and stop the negativity.
Oh, and they would like me to wear a Dragon Ring. Where will I find the right one for me? I've never seen one before. Yes, I've found that there are lots of them through the Internet, but I really don't think this is the appropriate way to find the right one.
So the main problem remains to coordinate this huge project. Will the spider community go for it? Up to now very few showed interest.
I believe that this is something, that was never tried before, at such a great scale. But we also have never before, been at such critical moments. So will we do the effort to combine energies?
Love
Somehow I felt that the international healing magick should be done with the aid of Dragons.
So I did a trance today into the Dragon realm with the help of my Guardian dragon.
The moment I arrived at my place of power, my Guardian dragon appeared, and so did elements dragons. Air, Fire, Water, Earth, one came up from below and one from above.
I found myself riding my Guardian Dragon and we flew off to another place that seemed to be the Dragon's realm. Many dragon's all over. They seemed black from a distance. A huge Dragon came to me, and what I understood is that they want us to create an energy ring around the planet. Once this ring is on, they will fly in it, around the earth over and over again. I believe that these will be the elements dragons that appeared.
When I returned from where I had left, something very strange happened. It felt as if the Dragon's realm was moving into the human realm. The human realm for a moment was about to collapse and give way to the dragon's realm. Then everything returned to normal. Like after an earthquake. I feel that if the human realm collapses, then it will affect the other realms, and create instability. I feel that this is the reason the dragons are reaching to us. So we can work together and contribute to heal this planet and stop the negativity.
Oh, and they would like me to wear a Dragon Ring. Where will I find the right one for me? I've never seen one before. Yes, I've found that there are lots of them through the Internet, but I really don't think this is the appropriate way to find the right one.
So the main problem remains to coordinate this huge project. Will the spider community go for it? Up to now very few showed interest.
I believe that this is something, that was never tried before, at such a great scale. But we also have never before, been at such critical moments. So will we do the effort to combine energies?
Love
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